By: Rosy Barren
We have been to the doctor twice since I last wrote. The first time we saw a little sac and a shadow of another one. The second visit it was confirmed that we have just one baby. There is no disappointment here; one baby is enough for us. We saw the little heartbeat and I couldn’t cry. I felt guilty for the lack of emotion I had in comparison to my wife, but I guess I’ve been through so much, I can’t truly breathe a sigh of relief until I’m out of my first trimester. I hope I don’t keep saying that throughout this pregnancy. I’d really like to celebrate one day.
Deep down inside, I’m so emotional about this that when it does finally come to the surface, I may drown myself in laughter and tears. I know I’m lucky.